My Friend called, "Sun."

By: Rosie Rumpsa
3/5/17
Rays of warmth
Shine on me
Slow my heart
Help me breathe
Bring me home
Keep me safe
Hear my fears
And accept me anyways
Steady rays- Please don’t cease
Strong and bright
Embrace the Real me
Up above- I look to you
When I’m weak
You feel it too
But how you shine
So big and bright
No matter what circumstances lie
Be constant Sun- Never die

I need my friend by my side.

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